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Monday, October 10, 2005

new blog url! cool rite the name? (:

wellll, this is gonna be kinda private, so it will feel more like a real diary. sigh, my life is so screwed now. i'm so worried bout my promo's results. i really dun wan to get retained and stuff. plus there's netball which always leaves me so drained and takes up so much of my time. sometimes i wonder, wat am i aiming for in life? i need some kinda goal, to enable me to strive hard to reach it. without a goal or aim, everyday feels the same, boring. and like i'm leading life with no aim.

since i'm feeling so bad these few days, i din even go out wif the girls today. sigh, i really need a long talk wif junyi. its been ages since i've seen her or had a real long convo. i really really miss those days in cchs. at least there was still guides where we could meetup every wk and talk. veeeejay feels, different. its not like i dun like the ppl there or wat, but i doubt we'll ever be close frens. get wat i mean? 2 yrs is like juz too short. plus everyone seems to haf their own agenda and stuff.

blahhh i guess i'll juz continue leading this aimless life until i figure out what is it i really want in life. i hope that sign comes soon.

11:28 PM
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